Of joy and sadness, of love and hate, of hope and despair, of laughter and tears, of friends and foes, of family and lovers... Things that are going through my mind at the moment. I don't even know where to begin, or to continue to describe what I feel. I don't even have a plan of what to write. These words just flow out. The gamut of things that goes through my mind, no wonder there are zillions of neurons that make up the brain.
This week is a week where hope turns to despair, where anticipation of joy turns to sadness, where not so great news put a hilt on my calm. I am tired. I don't feel so cheerful. I turned down many friends who wanted to see me.
Am I too sensitive, or do I have the right to feel so? The logic part of my brain (which I think is very small) tries to reason it out, but the heart has a way of winning....
5 comments:
What exactly is going on with you? You sound like a broken hearted lover but I am not sure. You also sound like you are the one who this heart breaking is done onto. (We all know heart breakers don't go and fill pages about their own heart breaks in these situations.) Dear, whatever it is, you have to find your own way. If this person is not willing to be good to you for whatever reason, it's YOUR responsibility to move on. Start it already, don't reminisce about good old times. Go forward.
Nothing new today? I miss you!
Glad to know someone misses me... If only I know who you are. :)
The other commentator does not write anymore :(
best to wait til the gale subsides...
Ah..finally..he writes! :D
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